Everything you hated.

Dirty-minded people.
Sex.
Lust.
Liar.
Feminine.
Uncaring.

You used to be so pure and innocent. Not knowing anything. Only knew what was right. Never wanted to know what was wrong. I cared for so many people. You loved everyone. You were a prince in disguise.

Then everything changed.

You started thinking about sex all the time. Furiously looking at other people with the same mindset. Talking about porn with those similar.

You've become the monster you never wanted to be. The very monster you hated so much. The person you never wanted to be.

What have you done to yourself...?

What drove you to this?

Hallucinations. Voices. Lies. It all contributed. They told you so much. They told you, you weren't good enough. They told you, she was better. They told you, he didn't want you. They told you, everything will fall apart.

You were scared. You started shaking and shivering. You wanted to run away from everything. Yet, you wanted to solve it all. Your own way.

Mistakes. So many mistakes. Cruel mistakes shooting from you one by one.

What happened...?'

Then you let everything out one day. It hurts too much. The pain is killing everyday.

Just die already...Please...

~Rinko